Friday, August 14, 2009

Morning Sickness - 1; Me - 0

**Warning: this post talks alot about nausea, morning sickness and vomiting so if you have a strong gag reflex or are not feeling so great yourself, you may want to skip it!**


Wednesday this week I lost my battle with morning sickness and I threw up for the first time. I've been saying all along that I've felt fine and that I just have a strong gag reflex but this week, that gagging has turned into full on nausea. I haven't been able to eat dinner for the past few days as my nausea seems to be the worst at night. I've also found that my stomach seems to have shrunk to the size of an orange and I can eat only about half as much as I could in the past. Frequent small meals has turned into a continual stream of food all day, eaten one tiny bite at a time as that is all I can manage without getting even more naseated.


I absolutely cannot stomach meat - I had some beautiful roasted pork tenderloin and as soon as I put the bite into my mouth, I felt my stomach clench and all the contents in my stomach started to rise up from the very bottom and go all the way up to the base of my throat. Needless to say, I did not swallow that bite or anything for a while thereafter!


I am finding that the strangest foods are sitting well with me and my favourite foods are not. I am a total meat eater and this meat aversion is weird to say the least. I don't particularly like fish (all those tiny bones) but that seems to sit well with me so this is one of the only proteins I can get down aside from lactose free dairy and soy.


I have weaned further of my meds so I am actually feeling a bit better today so I'm hoping that my hormones are staying high but not crazy high like they were last week. It will be interesting to see what the levels come back at today. I am still grateful for the nausea though and I am by no means complaining - it's confirmation that there is something going on down there.

I've lost a few pounds from my inability to eat and not eating any meat so I'm down about 4lbs from my pre-pregnancy weight. I'm reading Dr. Luke's book and by this point, she's saying that I should have gained about 9lbs - HA! Fat chance of that happening when I can't even keep down my breakfast! It's such a shift in mind set too - we're so conditioned into thinking about eating low calorie, low fat, low carb foods and now all of a sudden it's the exact opposite. It's okay to drink the higher fat milk and eat the full fat cheese!

At the height of my nausea 2 nights ago after the AM barfing incident, I was so hungry but extremely nauseated that I was getting sooo frustrated. This was also the night of the pork tenderloin that I spit out. I literally put my hands over my face and cried from sheer frustration. [Can someone say HORMONES?] My DH and I talked about it what to eat again and we decided to go with a gluten light kind of diet and I would get to chew on a few soda crackers on nights like that. Perhaps even a few dry pieces of bread to help with the nausea. I have long suspected that I do not have celiac nor a sensitivity to wheat but after avoiding it for so long, I was really hesitant to out and out eat gluten. Our goal was to hang on until at least the end of the 1st trimester but I just couldn't do it.


No spotting or bleeding this week - yay!


Our continued quest to find an OB has finally resulted in a referral. I'm just waiting to hear back about when our first appointment is going to be. I couldn't get into the high risk practice at the hospital in Toronto and was referred to their low-risk practice instead. I'm okay with that because if anything happens, at least we are at a hospital that has neo-natal intensive care facilities and they do have an entire team of specialists that we can be referred to if required. A funny aside - my first RE here has been super nice to me and I couldn't figure out why...until her receptionist called and asked if I had chosen an OB yet and if we were going to use her!! Ahhh...it all makes sense now, why she has continued to let me use her clinic for b/w and u/s and has agreed to fax the results to CCRM. Luckily, we have valid reasons for wanting to go downtown but it was very enlightening to realize why she was being so nice!


I think we're still in a bit of disbelief about what is going on. We haven't had an u/s in 2 weeks so I have started to wonder what's going on down there. We're going to rent a doppler but will likely wait a little while longer. Only 3 more weeks to go until we're out of the 1st trimester and hopefully we can begin to breathe a little easier. Until then, no rash, no spotting...everything is good!

8 comments:

DAVs said...

Uh oh. I'm really sorry about the MS and food aversions.
I am sure if you keep losing weight they'll give you some Zofran to help you get some calories in...but it sounds like you're doing everything you can!
Hang in there!

Sue said...

Your MS sounds just like mine was!! Exactly! No meat, very small meals...vomiting a lot and worst at night! I was thankful for it but it didn't stop tears at the time. It is an awful feeling! I hope yours disappears as nicely as mine did....at 10w6d, I started to have a little less nausea and by 11w2d, nothing. I do have a dry heave here and there when I brush my teeth and once in a great while, I'll vomit but I don't feel very nauseaous at all ever. So...here's hoping.

Jill M. said...

Sorry to hear about the m/s! While I've obviously never had it, I know how miserable nausea and vomiting is. You seem very positive and accepting of it. Maybe it outweighs the opposite of no m/s and fear that nothings going on down there, eh? Wahoo on no more spotting!!!

Meant to be a mom said...

I'm so glad to hear the spotting stopped.
Sorry to hear that your getting sick. But thats supposed to be a good sign of a healthy pregnancy.
So congrats! Almost out of the first tri-mester thats so exciting!!!!

Unknown said...

Hi there-- gosh I am in your same "afternoon and night" sickness boat and it is hard. This is much worse than I felt with my dd. I alternate between being so starving and so nauseous that it gets exhausting. I have to say though, carbs have been my saving food type so I really feel for you trying to get through this without corn flakes, pancakes, toast, etc.

One other difference--I am usually mostly veggie and I have actually been wanting/able to eat some meat and seem to feel better when I do. Well, I hope we both pass this period soon!

Emily said...

Oh hon! I am so happy for you and yet so sorry you are so very sick. I hope it passes soon and you find some relief. Have you tried Seabands, ginger, peppermint tea, vitamin B6, or any of the standby natural remedies?
Dh & I have joked that pregnancy is the best diet I have ever been on - I just cannot eat the portions I used to and many meats are still not an option.
Feel better!

Kris said...

I am so sorry you are dealting with m/s. I didn't have that, but now that I am in my second trimester I am feeling full sooner. I have been having acid reflux so have had to resort to less food at one time and smaller snacks in-between meals. I hope that you are feeling better soone!

ME! said...

Nothing more frustrating than hunger and nausea. Blech. Hope you feel better soon and figure out a food plan to help!